December 20, 2006

Just a mere Enigma...

Likeanyotherordinaryday,thisone’sabouttoendwith

mybushedbodylyingflatlyonmy bed,staringatthe

glowinglittlethingamajighangingidolentlyinthewhite

ceiling.It’sdarkandallihearisthewhiroftheelectricfan,

andIamstartingtoshutdown.Butmymindisblabbering

relentlesslywithmanythoughtsIdon’tevenwanttothink

about.Ireckonaboutsomethingtodaythatkeepson

botheringme.Manyquestionsinmyheadstartstotorture

me.Idon’tknowwhattodo…iwanttobreakdown!Ikeep

ongnashingmyteeth,untilInoticedit’sthreeo’clockandit

seemsimstartingtosufferinsomia.Why?Why?Why?Why

can’tIjustletgoofmythoughtsandbedumbfortherest

ofmylife!!!Waaaa..andi’m gettingtiredofthinking

aboutnothing..andifallasleepthinkingaboutitagian..

shoot.^^