Folding Sheets

sometimes i wonder if i am enough

to be the person who you deserve

the one you can trust when times are tough

whom you can share your laughter

true, i have done lots of stupid things

and you cant forget the pain you felt

a punch in your heart, a bee sting

instantly froze our reluctant hearts

its like a drop of ink in a white cloth

that stained our once perfect bond

so vivid you cant take your eyes off

as i try to wash this with my hands

but still the stain remains the same

still not enough so i wash it again, and again

and you're standing there watching me change

so we're back to the old times like how we began

i knew it was not enough, like a scar

i cant erase no matter how i tried

and as i watch the old cloth dry under the star

you were spraying ink on the other side

i thought it was enough like you were for me

the perfect one i cant give any doubt

on my back you are folding other sheets

im look okay but inside im freaking out

how long can i take the darts of pain behind

as you're constantly doing the things you said

that i should do, but you thought i was blind

im just here waiting, for you to change your mind

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artwork credits to ~navidoutlaw "blind"